Anonymous asked: I know these are words out of frustration. Im better than this but i just dont know. I dont know what im doing right now. Maybe i dont need solutions i just want an ear to listen . I even bought a betta fish lately. Im lonely and this is pathetic and sorry for being so emotional this early in the morning
I can listen to you, but only you yourself can provide yourself a solution. Betta fish huh? Cool. I don’t like pets. If I had pets, I’d probably forget to feed them.
Anonymous asked: That led to this point. I do not love myself. I am selfish. But i take my frustration out of myself. I drank energy drinks for years. Im an addict but i hate the taste. Sometimes i hope it does kill me. Maybe that will suffice for my mother. My great aunt. Sometimes i feel there is no guide and im just nothing but useless. I just want to die. I sit on the edge of my roof hoping ill just lift my legs and fall off. I feel so insecure and scared. I want someone to care about me. But i cant rely
You don’t have to love yourself, but you can’t give up on yourself because you’re all you can rely on in the end. I used to be addicted to coca cola. Every time I got a headache, I’d drink one down to relieve myself. But then in the end, I gave it up because I know it’s bad for me. You shouldn’t drink excessively of things that are harmful to you. Especially when they’re unnecessary costs. Energy drinks are expensive. And you shouldn’t do things to spite your family because it has no benefit to yourself. If you fall, you can’t go back up. There will be people that care about you, even when you think there aren’t.
Anonymous asked: I sometimes dont want to go home. There is nothing for me there. Im lazy to do anything about it. Rare would i clean my room. I hear a cycle of the same thing a everyday for 13 years. Im 18 now and its a constant mental abuse for me. Even if my great aunt loved me . Her words just pushed me back further even more. I hate myself . I hate that im too weak to move on. The money i make cant even suffice for rent . My mom has been out of work. I dislike everything that happened in the past
I see, so your family situation is really bad right now. This reminds me of a friend of mine. You know, I dislike many things in my past as well, and when people dislike their past they want to change their future. But, if you want to change the future, then you’d have to start with yourself. Do you have any goals you want to accomplish? And what strategy have you worked out for meeting that goal? Everything else that you can’t control is an external influence such as your mom being out of work, so dwelling on those will only cause you unnecessary harm. In this world, only the strong survive while the weak are left behind.
Anonymous asked: Sighs you know what really is driving me crazy right now? I think i met someone who understands me but i cant read his mind. What surprised me is that he isnt even trying to mask anything. So frustrating
But if you could read him, you might not like him. Or you might get tired of him earlier. People are attracted to the unknown. Sometimes, that frustration might be a bit exciting and at least you have met someone that can frustrate you.
Anonymous asked: dragong prince, at first i thought it was not official. but it actually is official! an old crush of mine actually is in a relationship with a petite and cute girl right now. they look so compatible in the pictures together. i dont feel jelly bc i already have someone in my heart. sighs im glad. im glad he didnt waste time on me because he was guilty. im also glad he'll never know how much he hurt me. bc guilt can make you stay with someone just so you can make up for the pain you caused
That’s nice for him. I don’t particularly like seeing couples together though. But, I’m glad that what happened is something you’re happy with. And I agree that guilt is frustrating.
Anonymous asked: I may not be able to hug you when you cant breathe. Im unable to support you by your side physically. But no matter where i am i will always care about you mentally. Always wish your are happy even if we are a thousand miles away
Thank you for your well wishes.
Anonymous asked: I will love you no matter what. Be it empty words you can crush my soul
And what have you done with your love for me?
If I shaved my head, no one would ever like me. Probably.
Updating my Galaxy S4 to 4.3 Jellybean.
I hope there’s no problems with it.
I’ve come to realize that I’m the type of person that might hold a grudge over my food being eaten by someone else. But I forget to over time.
The world is simple. Humans are complicated.
Anonymous asked: 9:39 i want to wake you with a breakfast in bed
Is it poisoned?
I love you.
I’d like to recommend the webtoon “What’s There to Know.”
You can read it on mangahere.